The weekend

I woke up early this morning, knowing it is a Saturday...but...I'm not in my weekend siesta. Had to get up and go for an appointment made in order to finish up my assignment. The awaited agenda was done but..........my assignment was not succesful as how I hope it would be...sigh.... Looks like I have to look for other chances of getting a case for my presentation... :(

Last weekend I was back in my nice very own room, and I looked out of the window, I saw this large butterfly. Never seen one like it before, but my camera was charging that I just had to settle with taking a picture from my handphone instead. Seems that the butterfly was like dying?? I don't really know. There was an ant on its wing, not sure if that ant was trying to bite the wing or stuck on it, or trying to wait till the butterfly dies? Later that day I came back to KL, and so I don't know what happen to that butterfly..did it fly away or died near my window..

As I always said...Life just go on.....

Few weekends ago, I drove back to KL at night. I was thinking, sometimes the night seems beautiful, and I can appreciate the beauty. When is that? When there is no traffic jam, and nothing around, that I can get to see some trees and hills!!! On that night when I drove back....I was not being a good driver...coz.....I was taking a picture of the KLCC top while driving. I don't know what kind of picture it would become, since my eyes were still on the road actually. I just took the picture anyway. Well...it turned out that I can really see the lights on KLCC but...of course my picture is not as how it was suppose to be if I use the actual camera and capture the image in a better location and setting. Hmm...I had to drive...so I tried the best. :)

Tomorrow is my cousin's wedding day.....I suppose that is what happens to some weekends for some people. Get married. What else can be better other than weekends for such things? hehe.... It can be fun to meet some relatives again, but it won't be that fun when there are questions about whose turn and why and all that.. know what I mean??? :) Sometimes people forget that some other people have reasons for not getting the turn, it just sometimes never happen no matter how hard you try. Sometimes...just plain luck. haha.. It's the individual's destiny nobody can question..that's all I can say...

For this weekend, it will be great if I can get to go to the movies...but..got wedding to attend and...my boyfriend is at home watching F1. He already said during the earlier times we went out together..when there is F1, I can't drag him away from the TV. Hehehe...well, so I knew that I can't be pushing for him to go anywhere when there is F1 on TV, just like today. Again...Life still goes on. Hehehe...

Ok, and me....my life goes on for this time that I really have to get back to my assignment and revisions!!!! Damn...at this age, why am I putting myself into facing exams again? oh well.... I guess I'm into another challenge, and don't know if this is suppose to be good or bad? haha.... well, at least I enjoy what I do though I really damn not looking forward to go sitting for the exam. Geez.......

The day just passes on

Last week I was dragging on doing my work, and I know the stresses that was coming. This week, some stresses passed but new stresses come in. Though stresses come, one just have to learn to deal with it and not prolonging it. So, that is what I exactly do to myself. Used to be thinking deeply just about everything that was going on in my life, during my student life was the most thinking I was doing I suppose. Then later on, the thinking changed pattern but still a thinker. Anyway, I told myself one day, why would I be thinking too much about some things when I know very well I can't solve it all?? So, I was like..ok, just take things as how it is, and settle any problems one at a time though it may not be as how it was suppose to be...and also caused a lot of frusterations to me, but well, I think I can handle things better now. Result is? Lesser stress than I used to be!! ;)

Ok, and so now it has been one month since my boyfriend's brother was admitted in the hospital. Sigh.....how things can just happen as the way it was? Nothing much I can say but keep wishing and praying that he'll get well soon and can go home and sleep in his own comfy bed than the white sheet bed in the hospital. :( It is obviously never nice when you can't be at home.... Well, I can only wish that he get well soon.....

Sometimes one just don't realise how time passes on..and that was what I was thinking few minutes ago. I'm nearing to one year after pursuing a postgrad course....and it is going to end soon. Wow....and it gives me the jitters thinking that I should be starting my revision for the final exams soon. wah!!! and I haven't done anything yet!!!

Ok, and I remember the earlier time when I saw the ultrasound images of my good friend's tummy....she was only a few weeks pregnant that time. Now...she is almost in the delivery period. Just few more weeks to go. Geez...time really flies!

Anyway, there is so many things in life, when sometimes when you get busy, you just don't realise what you are missing. Sometimes I do feel it, but...what else can I do than just think about it and try to really feel every minute? Know what I mean? hmm...maybe you don't. Kinda complicated thoughts!!!

Anyway, enough blabbering for the day....and let the time passes on again........

In the middle of the night

Sometimes there are times that I just can't sleep well....just like tonight. I have some things to do but I just didn't do and can't do because my brain doesn't seem to want to cooperate in doing it right!! One of the things is because...I'm probably just tired..hmm..... physically and mentally.

Mentally tired is something that just make me feel all the functions of my body just slowed down. Isn't that so? Anyway, what made me thinking earlier today was the earthquake that happened in Indonesia and was known to have 80 deaths. I don't know how many already by now... Here, we don't have those major earthquakes happen and yet, there are things that just make things hard for some people. Hmm....and that is to say, I wish I can do something about someone that I know has been in the hospital for almost a month now. Sadly to say that he develops infections along the way and was said to have septicaemia at this time.

That is something I feel so sad about....such a young person that was suppose to be strong, and ended up having sepsis in his blood as previously he was only having fever just like everyone else does when getting the flu. He apparently develops it into something worse.

That made me think how fragile life can be but most people are just taking life for granted. I know some people do.... and I am thinking how thankful should I be for my life. There is always the ups and downs along the way but, to be thankful for how it is as if we compare our lives with some others...we will realise that our lives are not as bad as the others, and that is something we should be thankful for. We are never the worse...